Busy... body

it has been a while aku tak post ape2 kat blog ni. to tell the truth, approx 10 times aku try to write something.. but nothing posted. hasilnye, banyak post yg autosave as draft jer dlm acc aku nih. hurm...

Lately, I just cant express myself. aku taktau ape yg ade dlm benak fikiran aku. sejauh mane aku cube fikir pon, aku takleh translate sume tu into words. i guess maybe aku leh elasily write something bile aku kusut, sakit hati, sedih, serabot.. bile aku nk kua kan sume thought aku pasal bende2 yang x best. aku cube evaluate diri aku. maybe betul, post aku dlm ni sume mood 'hujan', bla bla bla yang tak best aje. yg 'happy' very little. maybe kalo happy pon, just get extremely happy till aku rase sayings tak cukup utk aku express kehepian aku.. aku dah merepek~

so. so. so.

so many things happen. thought of keeping it all to myself.

ok. there is one thing; i'm giving it up. Balik dr Sarawak, aku tibe2 jadik Asst. Program Manager tuk program kulliyah yg tinggal 3 weeks to go. Instead of busy adding and dropping subjek [not that bz since aku x add n drop papepon.. still, aku tgh fikir what subjek to be drop sementare drop only masih on ni.], aku jugak bz mending broken life [haha, tbe2 masuk lagu]

but the point is, aku busy skang. dgn meeting tak habis2. dgn entah pape lg tah aku pon x tau. with all that, ade tak sape2 paham yang aku betul2 bz skang? deeply understand kalo aku x reply mesej or aku x angkat call... n aku tdo awal. who's on the earth really understand? i believe its none. or should i put a poll survey in the facebook or friendster? haha. [everything i said; all ended up a merepeks thing]

In 3 weeks time, aku x reply msj and answer call. then IF. IF aku mesej saying something like, "Sory, i've been busy". Aku tak pecaye org tu akn simply say something like, "never mind, i understand" pastu takde react kecik2 aty dgn aku.

O world, believe me. I'm busy.

Maybe i should add another point, those busy things make my credit flow mcm air. aku kne mesej EVERY committees which are about 30-60 people to confirm meeting, bla bla bla. AND the most important point maybe; I'm not in the mood of replying messages and answering calls. HAHA. puas hati?

Amek ko skali tules taknak panjang pulak. okesh la. cukup merepek~